Because The Things You're Scared Of

are usually the most worthwhile. ;)

I think it happens to everyone as they grow up, you find out who you are and what you want, and then you realize that people you've known forever don't see things the way you do. And so you keep the great memories but find yourself moving on. That's what i'm scared of. But it's perfectly normal. If you think about it, your favourite memories, the most important moments...were you alone? Life's better with company. ;D Missing someone gets easier everyday because even though it's one day further from the last time we saw each other, it's one day closer to the next time we will. =)

Sooo...going into second week of college, so far so good i guess. My favourite classes would be english and sociology. =D Today's english class was full of laughters, just because i got the topic "premarital sex" for my thesis statement. =.= OH EMM GEE LOR. My least favourite class would be calculus. =( If you're close to me, or is a frequent reader of my blog, you would have known that I HATE ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS. I get very easily agitated by math questions that i couldn't solve. I'm annoyed at my stupidity and my lack of logic that everyone else on earth seemed to have. Then i would get disheartened and proceed to stumble in self-pity. HUGE SIGH. ='( I was never good with numbers, and of course still not good with it now. The only thing that exerts a calming effect over me would be telling myself "if you judge a fish by its ability to climb a tree, it will spend its whole life believing that it's stupid". I may not be a genius, but i gotta tell myself each and everyday that I AM NOT STUPID. Do more math questions marissa. =.=

The reason i'm updating my blog here is because i read Listen's blog the other day. He said and i quote "朋友都纷纷开学了，不然就是在打工，我好想找个朋友出来喝个茶聊个天，至少有一点新鲜的感觉。朋友啊，我想念你们。常常去看你们的部落格，大多数的你们已经没有以往的动力写部落格了吧。我想部落格是一个最能够让别人了解你关心你的地方。" I miss you too my friend! We used to do so many things together, genting trip, movies, driving tests and you crashing my class party, LOL. I've neglected my blog for quite some time, if you're here, you either have nothing better to do, or you STILL have nothing better to do, haha. =p Just joking, some of the people who visit my blog CARE about what's going on with my life and so forth, i appreciate it. =) Btw, if you see me publishing sad and depressing posts, i'm not sad. I'm just pensive, i'm sure that you've had one of those days when nothing helps to lighten your mood at all. So yea, maybe not particularly cheerful, not very decent writing, but at least it made me feel better.

People in the pictures below, i adore you, you awesomely crazily wonderfully amazingly beautiful and special yet weird but unique individual. XD







P/S: I miss the times when ms. ong reminds me over and over and over again in order for me to complete my math model test papers. =/ And thank you readers for putting up with my incoherent bits and pieces.