The Key To Happiness

is excitement for the future. ;)

It was my first day of college today, how was it? Hmm...KINDA disastrous, LOL! Time for me to settle down after brunei and china trips, post spm outings and all, study mode switched on. =p I'm surprised by the fact that i actually go for january intake, cos' i was like particularly ANTI january intake, haha. XD But after all the counsellings, i've changed my mind. Btw, if you wanna go to brunei, just give me a call and i can be your tour guide, lol! It's such a small country, went there with family to attend a beachside countdown party, released 孔明灯 on 1.1.11, nice experience though, our family togetherness is awesome. =) Moving on to china, i went to 桂林，广西 for six days，my ancestors were from there! It was TREMENDOUSLYCRAZILYEXTREMELY COLD, -1 degree celcius OMG! My nose nearly fell off. =.= My advice, don't ever go to china during january, bring maggi hotcups and milo fuze 3 in 1 whenever you go to china, you'll regret if you don't follow my advice, haha! =p One thing i love about china is that EVERYONE knows how to pronounce my surname correctly, you must be saying "what the hell? =.=", but seriously lor. Okay i'm not going any further regarding my trips.

Sooo, being a freshie in college isn't fun. My closest friend in college would be michelle, we met each other during orientation, and then we just CLICKED right away. =D She's really sweet and nice, i remember when we had lunch in mcd during orientation, something EXTREMELY HILARIOUS happened, i won't ever forget that, LOL! Also, she ordered beef burger and before she started eating, she asked me "do you eat beef?", i said no and she was like "i'm sorry i'm sorry!", i'm totally fine with people who eat beef, but she was just being really polite. =) She even called me to wish me safe in china when i was packing, brought me to buy books for certain classes after i got back in malaysia, love you lots michelle! =D Too bad that we are in different sections of the subjects. =( Made friends with kiat leng and weng hoh too, we'll see how things go on. =) I got really lost in college today, walking up and down the stairs looking for my classroom, gosh! =.= I'm going to and fro school by ktm, the whole journey is really tiring, gotta get used to it. My first day was terrible, but fortunately i met this guy called ryan at the bus station, he directed me onto the right bus and so forth, it was really nice of him, will definitely keep in touch. And thanks to my mom who asked me to get down at pantai dalam station, which was SO WRONG, i was supposed to get down at petaling station, gosh! I got so lost in pantai dalam, it's a malay residential area, people were staring at me wondering what the hell was i doing there, cos' i was the only chinese and basically i had no reason to be there. =.= Then it was raining cats and dogs, how great. I teared when it started raining, a mixture of frustration, feeling ill because of the abrupt weather change between china and malaysia, hungry, lost, alone, exhausted, and the "NOT AGAIN!" sentiment. I got lost in kl the other day, similar situation, alone, inclement weather, hungry, no one was helpful in kl, guards in kl sentral are PLAIN RUDE. I was stranded in plaza sentral, working people with ties and heels staring at me wondering, what is this girl doing here. WAITING FOR THE RAIN TO STOP LAR DUH. =/ Afterall, all these are good experiences, to be more independent, to be more prepared when i further my studies in US. Have you guys watched 3 idiots before? It's a very meaningful movie, i'll just whisper "all is well" to myself everytime i feel like breaking down, it works. ;)

I've experienced lots of new stuffs after spm, drove home alone when the roads were nearly flooded, drove blindly to sri hartamas and mont kiara, scratched my car door at the basement parking of plaza mont kiara, LOL! Vi-vian and diing yienn witnessed that, LAUGH DIE US weih. =.= I'm driving a hyundai sonata btw, i feel so insecure driving this car, it's big, it's powerful, and i'm a 17-year-old female probationer driver, you link them together and visualize what can possibly happen or what could have happened, haha! XD Another thing, i'm like a complete and utter moron when it comes to directions, so god bless me.

I miss high school a lot! I miss girl guides the most. I miss running up and down the stairways during recess, with kertas cadangan aktiviti in my hands. I miss going back to 5S9 every morning, sitting next to alicia, laming with win yen and all. I miss conversing with friends in mandarin. Now i gotta wake up every morning and stand in front of my closet asking, what to wear ah? Gosh...XD No more sitting at the same place for the whole day, no more cheap food at the canteen, no more setting my alarm to 5.50am everyday. But i believe that i'll get used to college life in no time. I'm sure that things will fall in place eventually. I can't wait till the day when taylor's students start school, most of my close friends are in there, must meet up during breaks! But no matter how happening my college life is going to be, high school will forever and always be the best part of my life. High school has shaped me as a person and my very existence, i've became a better person through high school. Improved leadership, less selfish, more respectful, more mature, less vulnerable. In retrospect, i've really gone through A LOT in high school, the most agonizing would be the departure of my grandmother, i treasure my friends and family more than ever now. Okay i should stop recapping, too much to say, hehe. Anyhow, i will never forget catholic high school and the things that i've learnt from there. Stepping on the grounds of my alma mater feels overwhelmingly good! FANFREAKINGTASTIC. ;D

总之，无论我结识了多少个新朋友，以下相片里的人，以及我和他们一起经历的事与物，将永远铭记在心里。

对你们，我只有四个字可以形容：

无可取代　=D

Here we are now,

Everything is about to change,

We face tomorrow as we say goodbye to yesterday,

A chapter ending but the stories have just begun,

A page is turning for everyone.

So i'm moving on,

Letting go,

Holding on to tomorrow,

I've always got the memories,

While i'm finding out who i'm gonna be,

We might be apart but i hope you always know,

You'll be with me wherever i go.

So excited i can barely even catch my breath,

We have each other to lean on for the road ahead,

This happy ending is the start of all our dreams,

And i know your heart is with me.

We'll never fade away. =)